ITALIENISCH - ENGLISCH

It's the holidays.

I guess I never fully expected you to come home by now, but I did fully hope you would.

I think about that hot muggy July day at the downtown Milan station often.

& how I cried the entire ride back because I didn't know when I would see you again.

The pain then was unbearable.

I guess you could say that it has now become bearable.

That doesn't mean that I don't think about you everyday and wish that things could have been different.

I can no longer handle the 6000 mile difference.

I want to be best friends that love & miss each other.

And please just reassure me that I will be the first person you call when you land in Milan.

Promise me that nothing has changed.

After everything that happened, I still think about the way it was in the beginning.

& Even though I'm moving on, this doesn't mean that I won't still be here once the circumstances have changed and our stars are finally aligned properly.

Know that I think about you.